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It’s been long since I came here and start typing.

Hmmm. Things have been the same for me nothing special. I think that the only exciting stuffs that really happened were joining RP biathlon on behalf of Cyril. Never did I expect that I did less than 30 minutes.

I think what really excite me for that I actually did an abseil from an 11 storey high HDB flat. Only got one word to describe – “SHIOK”

I finally break free of the stressful situation where I need to decide where to go. Because I have decide to stay put for I am suppose to.

Hmm. Has been long since I lay my finger on the keyboard to type for my livejournal. But now I am just too bored. Lol

Okay, first thing first, I had finished my ‘O’ level E-Math. Hmm.. I do not know if that is a good thing or bad thing. Because I barely had any revision or practice for my exam. And right! I freak out before I start my paper but that only lasted for a while. And I had many funny conversations about this exam with my friends who were in the same state as me.

Recently, I had another problem that was troubling me for very long. That is my PP. My stupid advisor – Anthony Sam Walker, rejected my report and had tons of comment for me. After which, I rework and submit, he waits till the last minute then he approved my report. This has cause me so many discomfort. I think he should name himself as the Sam Crippler.

Hmm and NOW! I am troubling. I am thinking of where I should work at, is either BorderX or Megazip. I am puzzled. This is a big problem because recently, I just got my pay. And in just 2 days, I left only less than 100 dollar. This is darn and damn crap. I have to pay the water, electricity, house phone, 3x hp, rental and also my laptop installment. Why am I suffering all this hardships.

…………… I am tired!.............

1 week and hell is coming, ‘O’ level mathematics!

Mann I am really freak out whether if I can pass.

O level is a freaking waste of money, time and mental stress

Now I am so tired after working continuously for 2 day. I think I am really old and seriously cannot make it.

Yawning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

First of all happy birthday to WENYA! Finally she is 21 years old. And thanks for the party and all the fun. It was once again a gathering I have with the peeps. These friends of are seriously a bunch of crazy and fun people to be with.

School has started like 1 week plus, but it seems like only first. Everybody is so quiet and shy. OMG. I cannot take it mann.

Currently, I am feeling pain at my neck. Its call “落枕” in Chinese. Its feeling damn uncomfortable.

Recently, my parent asked me if I have a girlfriend in school. My answer was ‘nope’. Then they asked me why.  Now to think of it, how come I didn’t have a girlfriend (other than look)? I have never really go think about it why I didn’t really go find. Actually got, but got rejected or just that the I have feeling just fade away.

Oh ya. I don’t know why this few week I keep saying I am handsome. Am I really becoming more handsome or just a natural. Hmmm worth thinking. HAHA.

I am sad. Because another hamster of mine passed away. (xiao bai)

School started, and I am meeting new friends in a new class.

I am getting more tired easier as day passes. I think I am getting older not just on face.

I am very keen on going overseas to race and tour. Target this year is to race overseas and go for an oversea trip!  

I haven’t been updating because I have been working and training. But most of the time is working. And really has been taxing for me, but it is worth it as I get to enjoy and earn money while I am working.

So what has been happening? I had gathering with W15J cliques and I can say that it is definitely the best and most fun.

The sad thing I would say is that I had to cancel AR camp because of the insufficient time we have for the planning. I am so sorry guys for postponing the camp.

Actually, I just come back from the leadership camp, I would say it not really a camp but a workshop. Though it’s a new experience, it definitely enjoyable and fun. I tried the ALC maze, rafting and many stupid games – 1 word to describe, AWESOME! And met a lot of many people who I have never seen before, this are people who lead IGs and Club. They are fun loving people and definitely irritating people too. As they keep irritate me and sabo me during game. ARGH!!!!

Though this ‘camp’, I know more about myself and have learnt more about being a leader and being a better leader in my IG and in my daily life. I have

Hmmm.. As school is really near the corner, life is going to be back the same (meeting new classmate) and routine stuffs got to be done over and over again. PDT – WS – PPT! Though the thought of it irritate me, but I have got to buck up this upcoming semester. As my GPA drop by 0.4!

Something really pitiful is that YK is back to the W side of the school.

Mmmm.. Throughout this holiday, my mind is preoccupied with work stuffs, AR stuffs and family stuffs. Nothing of her came through my mind (have I forgotten who she is?) maybe being me and let natural takes it course is the best I don’t want to think anything of it. And I think for now all I need to do is focus on what I have and not thinking about stuffs that are beyond my circle.

Ps: I just hope my family situation will get better! I hate the life now!

To Samantha, don’t think about you are the idler, just that you haven’t found a direction that will motivate you to go work. Sometimes, when people are out there working, they want to earn more money. Or rather they are out for a living. Don’t think so much about it. As I promised you, we will have a gathering.

To Jaime, do take care of your leg. It really look like pig trotter! =p

Herm… jobs are getting more and more for me, going for an interview at orchard central- Via Ferreta! Haha. Going to be damn cool working there.

Had a weird gathering with Shengde and Kai together. Had so much stupid topics to crap about.

Going to fall sleep soon, tomorrow have to work at Sentosa – Megazip.  

It’s been long since I posted, finally UT3 ended and had a wonderful time with my clique at AMK steamboat.

I have been working in megazip. It was a great place for me to learn about adventure. But I have to say to say that it’s very hot, and I have to stand under the sun for hours and right now, I am very tired now.

A lot of things happen during this time and it’s always my family.

Working together with her at Megazip -Sentosa was enjoyable. And I don’t know why the sight of her makes me very happy and the fast heart beats make me crazy. But whenever I want to talk her, I just don’t know what to talk to her when I see her in real.

Ps: I think the sight of her is enough for me. take care.

Completed my Army Half Marathon 21km. yes! Satisfied and is feeling damn TIRED!

I wonder why… a lot people are having problems and all are BIG problems this few months. I hope all these people who are having problem will solve their problems soon.

I think I my here just to share and vent my anger!

Currently, I am so damn pissed off by my father. I do not know what really happen or what I have said wrong in front of my father. Was trying to ask him if I can stay over at my friend house due to my race on Sunday, then he give me that stupid attitude, “you want to go, you go. No need to tell me. I can only say ‘yes!’ I will not care about you.” WTF.

I can only remember me being a middle man trying to prevent my parent from quarrelling. Am I wrong to do that? I think I should just shut my mouth and treat nothing happen. So my father thinks that he is the only person having lots of problems?! So if he is thinking this way, why don’t he think about the consequences that he will face after what he has done in the past. If he is regret, then do something about it! Is spending money on a certain item to satisfy his needs- beers really help? Is venting anger on me help when I did nothing wrong help?!

I am tired about the life and quarrelling at home. FREAKING SICK AND TIRED!

Okay, school is still the same boring. But coming to the end of the semester is an alarm for me. Because I know in this semester, I do not really understand what I have been studying. And definitely UT3 is so freaking scary! Have been revising and mugging.

Holiday is round the corner, and I so excited about working in Megazip after I went for the interview. I think is going to be fun and full of challenges.

Anyway good luck for my first half marathon – 21km. this coming Sunday- 16.08.2009.

Okay, went for an overnight K session with my cliques. But it wasn’t good, I think everyone was tired and not in the mood. The ambience is weird. I think the only best thing that I could enjoy the most is the sleeping part after I reached home.

Soon after that, went lunch at YA KUN with parents. That was what happened on Friday night to Saturday.

On Sunday, went work early morning at NTUC healthcare. I had fun like I always do. I realize I have so called “upgrade” my position from taking blood pressure to height & weight to paste sticker and now administrative. I think I only left collecting money and take blood. But I think taking blood is almost impossible because I will anyhow poke the patients. Lol.  After that went to eat Popeyes Chicken & Biscuits at T3 and explore change airport from T3 to T1 with jianyang and yk. And seriously I am tired.

I realized that people around me are having problems. One by one telling me shocking news… okay now I am scared if I am really up to having a relationship. But that is only IF I HAVE A CHANCE. IF ONLY ah, MY FRIENDS!

Nothing to say to this group of friends but to wish them good luck, time heals everything.

Okay. Home is not a good place to be at for me. Because everything just crop up and nothing went well. Just live it and be happy.

looking forward to the genting with cliques. =)

Hmmm.. life in school is always the same. I am hoping for excitement!

Alright, things home is still the same, mum is not at her usual self, dad is worried, uncle is weird, toot toot is crazy over the hamster wheel, xiao bai is still so lazy. Alson is still so weird.

I haven’t been doing lots of things this few days.

I am trying to concentrate from what I am doing and from where I have drifted away.

I have lots of feelings that I want to say to her. But I don’t know when I will have a chance to say all that. And certainly,
I am missing her.

I find that the bonding I have with all my friends are just so strong, we are hanging out together and have endless topic to talk about. And I am looking forward for today k session.



ps: I think that loving someone secretly is a way of happiness and I am gaining from it. Talking once in awhile with her, i am contented with it already.

So irritating! Some people say I always write sad stuff. LOL.

Usually when I start writing, I am happy. But my fingers that type is not happy therefore the end result of the post is sad.

Alrighty, I went boon lay to stay for one night… is BOON LAY mann. I am so proud of myself.

First time worked as a caterer. So fun and tiring I should say, but I have to say I am a damn bloody unlucky person!

Early morning wake up, I find my shoe. I think the shoe was still at a perfect condition. And I thought I could present myself as a handsome guy, but WTF who ever imagine my shoes spoiled!

My shoe opened its back mouth, and side of the shoes also burst! I was working with a damn shoe! In the end, I presented myself like a beggar!

“I am unlucky now because u took away half my luck to get to know you and fall in love with you!”

After work go JY house to stay. YK, JY and I went for supper at boon lay market. We had 2 prata each, half a chicken, fires and I had a big packet of photo chips on my own. That was a filling supper I ever had!

I am yawning

And

Yearning for drinks and singing with my cliques!

i realise i am a bit blind now.

Recently, I had a nice chat with my cliques, and realize that love is just powerful. And I can only say I admire you!
My upmost respect goes to you- J

I enjoy the times being chase by security guard, so funny la the guard. Giving weird excuses moving around is fun though.

I am kind of disappointed by my UT grades. And I am going to buck up.

I am annoyed by the quarrelling at home. I hate it.

I think life is just like that… happy and sad, stress and not stress

Hmmm. I think my life is really just like that. I am experiencing life in an extreme way.

Happy: I bought new shoe – salomon trail shoe

Not stress: sleeping

Sad: my mum health is on red light, my relationship

Stress: my family problem, my mum

I do not know how to say about my mum. I thought that after my mum discharge from hospital, she will be fine and healthy. But the fact is that NO.

She starts to consume medicine that are huge in amount, body parts starts to cramp every now and then, she start to lost her vision, her body has no strength and she cannot taste anything.

I am scared.I am lonely
i am worried

I am helpless and feeling useless, I cannot help and I have no use to help my mum.

Ps: like a person doesn’t mean must say, but once say > “I would rather die with a reason”.